Assume Nothing: Absolutely Terrified

BBC reporter Laura McDaid held Martin Barry's hand as he died at the Dignitas Clinic. Seventeen years later, she begins a search to fulfil his last request: to find his birth mother and pass on a message. To move forward with the search, Laura first needs to explain why it's taken her so long to have the strength to search for Martin's mother. She recounts the aftermath of Martin's death in the company of presenter Kerry Jamison and reflects on how it was handled by the press at the time